Well, it haven been too far long since i type right? Make it a informal one then. It's when i blog that I really sometimes would be able to stop down to think what have been happening really in my daily life. It unfolds what have been happening all around me to think and ponder about. Whether it is lacking in something, or have I lost track of my focus in the things the heavenly Father wants me to accomplish with Him. It's easy to put it into words, but to live it out and when actions have to come into place, it's time that the real test comes. Recently i have been in awe of God's activities shown to me in where I go, just seems so much to me that everything's changed. Breakthrough upon breakthroughs. It just encourages me so much even though there's the usual school work stacked up and many more group meetings than last year, it have been much a joyous time just to be in school spending time with people I know.
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Recentlly distractions have been driven out of my life since I decided to pursuit a intimate relationship with God. Things are really changing so much I'm enjoying every moment of my life and just excited to be waiting for what God is about to do.
I want a track record like Daniel's.
I badly want one. Even as i was travelling to school yesterday i was thinking whether when i should get baptised and get a change of name to :
DANIEL
Of course i would need to pray for that, but name really brings difference i believe. A symbolic in new identity and new wineskin for one.
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I have been so tired on Sunday night after having slept only for two hours after rushing V. I (some year 1-3 group project ) and Entrepeunership module. Till the point i looked super pale when I reached Z3 on monday I felt like fainting. The night itself in the 2 hours i slept, oppression came in.
It's really super outrageous, I'm left with 2 hours of sleep and here oppression is still coming in.
It made me quite fed up to think about it and I'm praying so that the devil will not have a chance anymore to strike again.
I went tuesday prayer meeting today, it really made me ponder about China's badly affected areas with natural disasters and more to come. There's really a desperate need in spirtual warriors who are willing to pray time in and out. Time to pray for compassion for China because frankly, it seems so much so that because it doesn't affect me, I don't have the compassion. Many of us may even think the same way as i am, if it is so, it's time we should ask God for mercy ( failing to understand how God feels and becoming numb to the situation ) and his compassion so we can feel the same way He does.
A question to ponder for all of us:
Have your heart hardened?
Andoe prosed.
Time is running out, it's no longer on our side.
Posted at 5/27/2008 11:26:44 pm by endtimewarrior