ANDYONG'S LAST WORDS:

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(indeed a silent killer)

they really treat me too well til i buay tahan already! look into my eyes.... mesmerised? people often tell me i have mysterious eyes...

Dear all, we sucessfully hacked into andyong's acc and we are holding andyong for ransom.

please tell us how much he's worth. Name your price by tagging in the tagboard.  to all, the lonely hearted.out there. we have a cute little boy with the most charming smile for sale. starting bid at, - $5! You can never get a better price than this.  so 5 bucks for andyong the silent killer

thank you for your cooperation.

Regards,

anon(hacker)

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HI PEOPLE. (:

I  AM BACK TO TYPE SOMETHING. 

 STRIVE ON IN EVERYTHING YOU DO FOR RESULTS MIGHT NOT APPEAR THAT FAST BUT THEY WILL COME SOME DAY.

ANDOE PROSED.

 

Well, it haven been too far long since i type right? Make it a informal one then. It's when i blog that I really sometimes would be able to stop down to think what have been happening really in my daily life. It unfolds what have been happening all around me to think and ponder about. Whether it is lacking in something, or have I lost track of my focus in the things the heavenly Father wants me to accomplish with Him. It's easy to put it into words, but to live it out and when actions have to come into place, it's time that the real test comes. Recently i have been in awe of God's activities shown to me in where I go, just seems so much to me that everything's changed. Breakthrough upon breakthroughs. It just encourages me so much even though there's the usual school work stacked up and many more group meetings than last year, it have been much a joyous time just to be in school spending time with people I know.

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Recentlly distractions have been driven out of my life since I decided to pursuit a intimate relationship with God. Things are really changing so much I'm enjoying every moment of my life and just excited to be waiting for what God is about to do.
 
                                             I want a track record like Daniel's.

I badly want one. Even as i was travelling to school yesterday i was thinking whether when i should get baptised and get a change of name to :

                                                                    DANIEL

Of course i would need to pray for that, but name really brings difference i believe. A symbolic in new identity and new wineskin for one.

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I have been so tired on Sunday night after having slept only for two hours after rushing V. I (some year 1-3 group project ) and Entrepeunership module. Till the point i looked super pale when I reached Z3 on monday I felt like fainting. The night itself in the 2 hours i slept, oppression came in.
It's really super outrageous, I'm left with 2 hours of sleep and here oppression is still coming in.
It made me quite fed up to think about it and I'm praying so that the devil will not have a chance anymore to strike again.

 I went tuesday prayer meeting today, it really made me ponder about China's badly affected areas with natural disasters and more to come. There's really a desperate need in spirtual warriors who are willing to pray time in and out. Time to pray for compassion for China because frankly, it seems so much so that because it doesn't affect me, I don't have the compassion. Many of us may even think the same way as i am, if it is so, it's time we should ask God for mercy ( failing to understand how God feels and becoming numb to the situation ) and his compassion so we can feel the same way He does.

  A question to ponder for all of us:

                                                Have your heart hardened?

Andoe prosed.
Time is running out, it's no longer on our side.

A movie I used to love very much. (: Twist in the story lines strickens me.

It really have been a day of my life yesterday, i felt God literally working around me. I did not lack Joy, I believe very much that my friends have prayed for me, and the prayers slowly are being answered. I am overwhelmed, plus the fact yesterday night I just know that Celia helped me to secure my thursday for this week so that I can go leader's meeting. An outbursting joy that burst through was in my heart, it's the first time I want so much to attend the leader's meeting.

                           Even better (: I had a video uploaded,



Andoe prosed. (:
I'm loving Life.

Time have really not been the watch that I used to wear,
what used to be free time now have all been absorbed.
I need time.
I need it badly.
I need it so badly I'm fighting for it right now.
I need your direction Lord.
I need to yield to your word.

If I have been foolish tell me my folly
I want to strive to be blameless in your sight
Daniel is such a great example
I'm so deeply impressed by him

I pray that I will be like Daniel in his heart
That I would stand before you one day blameless
and say that I have done my part.

That at least I have lived my life for you.
That I would not even think a second to die for your name.

Have I ever live for you?
I asked myself.

Have I live for Him?
I asked myself again.

For Korean movie lovers, especially people who love romance with all the heart wrenching parts at each tail of the story, you can't miss this. But nice part is this, it's not only for korean movie lovers, it's also for Jap movie lovers. That's its total uniqueness upon chancing by it at Crunchyroll i did not fancy it at first look, but still I tried and it took me into 2 hours of not regretting what I have just clicked on to view.

Story goes whereby:

Min (the Guy lead) moves to Japan following his professor father. One day at a local shrine, he meets a beautiful Japanese girl with innocent eyes. Her name is Nanae, and she is an aspiring painter. Min falls for her at first sight, and soon learns that Nanae attends the same school to which Min has just transferred. They become friends, and despite the culture and language barriers it is an intense friendship. When his grandmother suddenly falls ill, Min hastily returns to Korea but can't get in touch with Nanae beforehand. After his grandmother regains her health, he hurries back to Japan to reunite with Nanae, but she is nowhere to be found. Had his true feelings for Nanae not been apparent to her? Why has Nanae disappeared without a word?

This is the outline direct cut-out from Crunchyroll.com, you can view this movie for free at http://www.crunchyroll.com/group/CRSeries_-_Virgin_Snow_-_Movie

No korean movie have ever made me feel so much, so do watch (: It's a can't-miss movie for korean movie/drama lovers, and also maybe nice for Jap romance lovers.

Today have been a day alot of  thoughts of memories in the past kept drifting back. It seem as if it's like all the river that flowed through me are all reversing and trying hard to push the clean water away again. It's a spirtual warfare, lifestyle warfare to counter so many rare thoughts. Sometimes i even wonder if I can ever get into an accident and lose my memory because those sector of my life really left a big dent, whether things in the past made sense or not doesn't matter any more anymore. Prolly one reason why i could connect that well with the movie is because of my own past memories. I'm coming into a war, and i must remember to wear my armour and carry my sword knowing how to fight.

There's not a certain way how my Father functions in His ways. His ways are always better than mine, that I should not attempt to take things that he have given specific instructions. I really yearn with all my heart to be reminded of what i have learnt in David's and Joshua's life. I need to tell myself I have to bring the lessons in their life into my life to see God's mighty works in my life too. I want to be in the center of God's activities, partnering him. How glad to be in his presence, but also every single moment devoting my attention to Him and drawing closer to him. However it all comes with a price that our flesh might not want to take in, that discipline at the right time have to come in.
I pray with all my heart that nothing would be able to distract me to become far away from God. He's the firm foundation of my life that I could ever say why I have a reason to live. So be it. (:

School in NYP have never been better, year 2 is slightly not so absorbant of my strength with the overflooding of projects. Thank God I can still cope up with the work that I have, really want to put in the best that I ever have for this semester to lift God's name high, high and above.

I have been reminded about song composition, so I started writing a song. Hopefully I can go on writing when inspirations comes again.

I am pressing on harder for my school, for my Family in christ and in blood, in my friendships, that i may thrive and prevail and glorify my king.

Work at Subway is heading smoothly.

I met Mich khon at Westmall Burger king today and found someone who haves the same craving as me. I never seen someone travelled that far for a meal! So amazed. I remembered I used to crave for Burger king while sitting in class during secondary school and after school i head there just to grab bites. Interesting memories, which reminds me of something i need to work on again.

Fixing my eyes on Him,
Andoe pens off.

I'm getting the hang of framing with gradient tool, it's really nice what it does to a picture. (: O yeah, the picture kopers can come and take this up. These were the 3 people who took photo with my phone snapping away pictures,so two picture updates.

It was hang-out day for us again. Our dearest O-level gang, again we lack one member. Almost two, If i have not made my trip down from meeting to ketchup with these people. I got a feeling:
                                              
                                                 WE CAN'T STOP MEETING.

I remembered before steamboating with these people, I almost closed down this group. I guess there's a bonding between all of us that time cannot tear. By far they are one of the nicest group of people I do not want to miss out in meeting, even as we push our friendship further with Godly fellowship.